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Friday, November 28, 2003
 
COMICS: Much to the surprise of many, including retailers who had seen it for sale in the Previews catalog, Marvel Comics announced on Wednesday that they would be cancelling one of the only titles published under its now all-but-defunct Epic imprint, an adult crime story called Gun Theory. The surprise wasn't that Marvel was cancelling the series, they seem to be in the process of killing Epic completely, but that they were cancelling a 4 issue series after only 2 issues had been sold and that it was the only creator-owned series published by Epic which was announced as a home for creator-owned work. The actual creator-owned status of the book is in question as well, as it turns out. Apparently the indicia of the book assigns all copyright to Marvel but the author of the story says he owns the series and Marvel only had publishing rights. If the two creators did, in fact, sell their copyright to Marvel, it's really too bad for them because they have no recourse, no way to take the series somewhere else to publish it. If Marvel has only the publishing rights, they can get those back and take it somewhere else. Nobody's made a statement about it beyond the one linked above so everybody has to wait to see what will happen. I for one hope they retained ownership of the thing and can take it somewhere else. I read the first issue and didn't care too much for it (I felt it was waaay too decompressed storytelling-wise and some of the dialogue seemed a little forced) but I hate to see any creator screwed over like that so I hope they get the chance to finish out the story and get their due money-wise. This is one of the many benefits of owning your work. Brian Wood published Channel Zero with Image but (if I recall correctly) they didn't even publish the whole series due to low sales. Then he took the series to AiT/PlanetLar, published it as a trade paperback collection and he still gets royalty checks from it years later. If he had settled for doing the book as a work-for-hire for somebody else and they'd cancelled it, his only recourse would have been to whine about it, which is what a lot of creators end up doing when the publisher screws them in some fashion. The writer Steven Grant had a great quote on this subject (it's vulgar so stop reading if you don't like that sort of thing): "If you're going to be their pussy, don't cry when you get fucked." Amen.
 
MUSIC: I've been listening to the new Strokes album Room on Fire and I like it other than one small problem, it's only 30 minutes long. I love the thing but at $12 on sale I'd like at least as much entertainment as I would get out of a hour-long TV show or a $12 graphic novel. The Kings of Leon album Youth and Young Manhood is about 45 minutes and that's about right. Of course I'd like as much music as possible and would hate to see any band put crap songs on an album just to fill time but 30 minutes? I'm already commited to buying it since I downloaded the whole thing in MP3 but the songs are good enough that I want more of them.

As far as the album goes, it's really good. The rock stuff is right on and the slower songs are great as well, a testement to the lead singer. I'm a big fan of the return of rock music to the music industry and I've bought 3 or 4 new albums in the last month, way more than I usually buy. I really like the aforementioned Youth and Young Manhood a lot. It's gotten the most play of anything on my computer at work recently except the bunch of Flaming Lips songs I downloaded (and plan on buying the CDs of because I have no idea why I never listened to much Flaming Lips in the past). I've only listened to Room on Fire a few times but it's great. I also really like the album by Jet called Get Born. I can't comment on the influences of these bands because I had absolutely horrible taste in music as a kid and never, ever listened to anything good so I don't know who is stealing from who, what influences are most important to which band, all the stuff that people are arguing about with these new rock bands. I just like the music, just like I like listening to the original rock from the 60s and 70s. If you like rock music I would recommend all three of the albums I just mentioned. If you have any recommendations of stuff old or new along the lines of these bands, I'd love to hear about them. Post them in the comments section if you would be so kind.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
 
ART: This weblog post is probably the most bizarre argument I've read in quite a while. The thing is all over the map as far as reasoning (I count 3 unrelated reasons for his beliefs) but basically the author's main idea (I think) is that artists do not "control" their work by default because they let other people look at it so they shouldn't try to control it at all.

...I think it's a good and chastening thing for a creator to be reminded that he/she does not have anything like a god's power over his/her creations--or, at the very least, if the creator is a god, he/she is more like a member of a (really overpopulated) pantheon. Zeus, for example, can try to make things come out his way, but he's always got to worry about Hera or Poseidon's interference. There ain't no Yahwehs at the typewriter! A lot of "indie creators" don't seem to realize that...

I'm not even really sure how to argue with that because it's just such bullshit. Artists need to be told, should be made to understand, that they have no control over their work? What kind of adult wants to 'chasten' other adults for their artistic decisions? It seems like his problem with 'indie creators' is that they stubbornly refuse to sell their creations to the highest bidder so they need to be taught a lesson. I won't even go into the legal reasons for controlling your work because Mr. Fiore doesn't, although I think the legal/financial reasons are as strong as the artistic reasons. He doesn't even really go into the artistic reasons, besides trying to say that art "by definition, [is] embedded within culture. That's what makes it art!!! And once you plug into culture, you are no longer in control." I know I only went to college for computer science, not critical theory or art theory but this whole essay, this sentence included, is full of gibberish to me. I have a hard time faulting someone for using $5 words where a $1 word will do but this is just ridiculous.

It's obvious that once someone reads your book or looks at your painting, the image is in their head and you can't hope to control what they do with it. This is not, however, a reason to give up on controlling your work. In referencing Tony Isabella and Black Lightning Fiore makes it clear that he's talking about real control, the physical say-so about what happens to your characters in the real world, not in someone's head. For background, Tony Isabella created the character of Black Lightning as a work-for-hire creation for DC Comics and he's now mad about what he sees as DC's shabby treatment of the character. Fiore says that Isabella shouldn't be arguing about the treatment of his creation because as soon as he created it and "plugged it into culture" he lost control. I don't think Isabella should be complaining either, but it's because he willing sold the rights to DC as a work-for-hire. If he had retained control over his work he wouldn't be in this mess because presumably he wouldn't have done something with the character he didn't like, no matter how much David Fiore wants to believe he "[doesn't] know what the hell they're going to do next." This is a completely different argument and one that's a little too personal for my tastes. Writers let their characters run free as much as they choose to and it has absolutely nothing to do with controlling your work.

I'm not sure this makes much sense but the post in question is really all over the place and hard to read. He makes a basic point that I wanted to address though. I don't think he'll read this or respond but I would love to discuss this if only he would get past his love of College Smart Guy wording.
 
BOOK REVIEW: One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
A lot of people have seen Jack Nicholson's performance in this movie, one of his best, but not a lot of people are as familiar with the book which is a shame. The changes they made for the movie are very important and the book has quite a lot more to say, as usual. In the movie, McMurphy (Jack Nicholson) is the main character, the story revolves around him. In the book, the main character and narrator is the Chief who everyone thinks is deaf and mute so they let him get up close to their conversations, a very effective narrative technique. McMurphy is still the protagonist of the book, but you learn a lot about the Chief as well and he's definately now one of my favorite literary characters because of the added detail. One of my favorite parts of the book is how much more sympathetic of a character McMurphy is. It's been a while since I've seen the movie but the book-McMurphy really seems to care a lot about his fellow inmates, something I don't remember from the movie. It's rare for a tough-guy character to be given any emotion but Kesey did a really great job with him in the book. If you liked the movie, you owe it to yourself to read the book (or listen to it as I did, read on for more on that).

The first audiobook I listened to was Jonathan Franzen's How to be Alone, a collection of his essays from various magazines. I got it free for subscribing to Salon.com (along with 3 magazine subscriptions and a book, a hell of a deal). I had no idea what to expect but I ended up loving the experience of listening to that book. In listening to a couple of other audiobooks, I've found that the person reading the book makes all the difference. I listened to Life of Pi and I couldn't imagine reading the book after listening to the actor they had read it. I don't know if he was Indian or not but he did a perfect accent that I couldn't have replicated in my mind if I tried. It was a whole different experience and one I really enjoyed. I was sad when the book was over, not just because it was an amazing book but that I wouldn't be listening to Pi speak any more. I really recommend listening to Life of Pi if you haven't already read it. I felt almost the same way with Cuckoo's Nest. The actor reading the book did an amazing job. Without overdoing the voices like some actors do, I could really tell the difference between all the characters just by how he performed each person. He didn't even have to resort to the standard high-pitched women's voices that some actors do to make the women stand out. I was very impressed.

What made me realize just how important the actor is to the audiobook experience is the new one I'm listening to, The Da Vinci Code. I would never had read this book if they hadn't had it face-out on the shelf at Hastings to rent (only $2 a week!). The writing on the book isn't particularly good (The first cringe inducing moment was when the bad guy said "My work here is done" after shooting someone. Yikes.) but I probably wouldn't mind that if the actor doing the voices wasn't so over-the-top with the characters. The book, so far at least, is set in France so everyone speaks in 'zee stan-dard French, ac-cent' and he does the high-pitched women's voices so combined it's a bit grating. I'll finish it and have a more full review later but now I can see why it's become popular but I'm not a big fan. I hope once the real action starts that it'll get better.
Monday, November 24, 2003
 
COMEDY: Kim and I went to see the Comedy Central Live standup show last night with Lewis Black and Dave Attell. There were also two opening acts but don't let the fact that I can't remember their names lead you to believe that they weren't funny. Everybody had a good set but as I expected, Dave Attell was the only one who killed.

Lewis Black was obviously sick so i give him a pass even though he was off all night. His stuff has always been hit-and-miss with me anyway. I like his topical material like he does on the Daily Show, where most people know him from, but I've never been a big fan of his everyday-life stuff like the obvious and unfunny bit he did about bottled water. Since this was the Comedy Central show, I expected him to be in more of his Back In Black Daily Show mode but he did mostly stuff like the bottled water thing and his "candy corn tastes like crap" material. That's one of my favorite bits of his which says a lot seeing as I love candy corn and as I said, I like his topical/political humor more.

Dave Attell, as I said, killed. My coworker said most of the material was off of his recent album but since I don't have it, it was pretty fresh to me. If you've watched Insomniac but never heard any of his standup, buy an album or better yet see him in concert. He's got a very perverted view of the world so if you're a prude, you won't like his show, just so you know. There's really no way to describe his material, it's all over the map. He does a lot of alcohol humor, a lot of very funny sex stuff, some bits about his midget best friend he calls Baby Shoes, and a lot of improvised stuff.

Overall the show was very good. It was in the Kiva auditorium which means no smoking, so no stinking of smoke for me, a rarity at most concerts. I sat next to an older lady who only ever laughed at the alcohol jokes and inexplicably, at Dave Attell's masturbation material. I wasn't paying too much attention to him but I don't think her husband was laughing either. Maybe they got the tickets as a practical joke from someone. If the tickets weren't close to $100 (damn Ticketmaster fees!) I would love to send my mom to a show like Dave Attell's just to see what she'd think.

All in all, if you like standup comedy and have a chance to catch this show, do. Dave Attell by himself is worth the cost alone.
Friday, November 21, 2003
 
COMICS: A lot of webloggers and columnists (starting here, continuing here, here, and what led me to this piece, here) have been rehashing the old argument about the Death of the Floppy/Pamphlet/Single comic book. The last link in the list, Sean Collins's, is the only one that really means anything in context of the world outside comics. The first couple of commentators give very 'comic book industry' answers as to why singles suck or don't suck. They mention things like 'they don't travel well/they do travel well' as well as the old chestnut of 'singles are too collectible to read'. Collectible? Is this cribbed from Wizard, circa 1995? This type of thinking is exactly what has led me to my thoughts on the life and death of the single issue comic versus the Graphic Novel or collected trade paperbacks that are gaining in popularity. By the way, like a lot of comics conversations recently, this is all pretty much what Warren Ellis and others were saying years ago.

I don't think the single is going away anytime soon. I do think, however, that they will be even more of a niche market than they are today. A lot of people are going to be reading comics in the coming years but they will be doing it in bookstores (and mainstream book type stores such as Isotope and Comic Relief), not in comic shops. There's just too much good material and comics are getting into too much of our pop culture consciousness to be ignored any longer but as sales and time have shown, nobody wants to read single comics except comic book fans. In a few years at most, singles and single-based comic shops will be like stamps. A lot of people collect stamps and there are stamp collector stores but they are not really relevant to anyone outside the philatelist community. I'm sure a lot of stamp collectors would love their hobby to be a lot more popular but it's probably not going to happen, the same with single comics. Since I'm not exactly on the outside of the comic book fan community, I may not even have enough perspective to judge whether we are already at the point I'm talking about, but I think we're close if nothing else. Sales of singles are miniscule, bookstores are gaining in popularity as places to buy comics (look at the mainstream success and reviews for Sandman: Endless Nights and Persepolis), manga is proving that young people want to read comics and they want to read them in book format.

I think right now manga is the Cool New Thing but like most Cool New Things once the New goes away, the Cool will follow. But the kids who read FLCL and Chobits now will still want to read comics and they will know to get them from bookstores. This exposure to comics is the same thing that happened to computers, kids grew up with them and they are now an indispensable part of life. With the built-in base of kids exposed to comics early and often, combined with the large and varied audience of bookstore patrons, comics in bookstores have a bright future, as books.

It could be that the niche market for singles won't be enough to support the current companies. Marvel and DC may have to significantly scale down their single issue production, maybe even get out of that market altogether. But you'll still be able to buy Batman, X-Men, etc., in book format unless they don't recognize where the market is going and it kills them. I'm not worried about the future of my book buying habit but I do see a point where I have to wait awhile for new comics the way I have to wait for the new novels I like.
Thursday, November 20, 2003
 
LIFE: This is a great piece by conservative writer Andrew Sullivan about the ruling on gay marriages in Massachusetts. It's probably the best articulation of the reasons why saying gay people can't get married is ridiculous and offensive that I've ever read. It's long but this is one of the issues that's very simple but at the same time very misunderstood for a myriad of reasons. Just the other day I read this series of blog entries by Eve Tushnet outlining why she is against gay marriage that even if I didn't have a job I wouldn't have time to say exactly how wrongheaded it is but Mr. Sullivan's piece pretty much shoots down all of her arguments.
 
SPACE: Space.com article about the future of mining in space. I'm always overjoyed to see that people haven't given up looking into space for the future, like the government and the media seem to have done. The best way to do anything is to assume it's going to happen and work forward from there. Once you figure out what's going to happen when we get into space in large numbers, it gives more of an incentive for people to accomplish the 'getting there' part. I've said for awhile now that the best way to get people into space is to give somebody a financial reason for it. Science and exploration are, of course, the most noble goals for space exploration but putting the dollar signs in Boeing's eyes will probably get a reusable space vehicle much faster than going through NASA. Even when NASA works with Boeing on stuff the goal isn't specifically lots of money for Boeing, it's a ship for NASA. If you watched the show PBS did on the design of the new Joint Strike Fighter you'll see how fast people can work to come up with and implement new ideas when there are billions of dollars on the line. I think the government should have a design contest like the JSF contest where the prize to the best design is a long-term contract on all space delivery vehicles. With a few billion and a 10 year contract somebody like Boeing or Lockheed could have a reusable space delivery vehicle within 5 years. You know there are a dozen aerospace engineers with mostly workable space vehicle designs sitting in their desks. There are a ton of smart engineers who want to go into space, let's get them on it.
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
 
COMICS: Eli Flores at Broken Frontier has an article on why there aren't more 'black/minority' characters in comics. It's a good article but focuses too much on the creators of the books rather than the fans. She also focuses on superhero comics, which is what I'll do.

The main reason that I see for white males being the majority of characters in comic stories is that white males are the majority of customers in comic stores. Comics have never sought to appeal to minorities in this country, all the way back to Superman/Batman up through Spiderman/Fantasic Four and even now. Most white superhero comic book buyers (which is most comic book buyers period, not counting manga) want to read stories about people like themselves with fantastic powers. A large part of buying superhero comics is wish-fulfillment and it's hard for people to project themselves onto a character with a different skin color.

I don't think there's much hope in trying to get more black main characters into superhero comics, honestly. Pretty much the base of fans for superhero comics is set and not growing at any appreciable rate. That means the same set of mostly white male readers are going to be buying the books and they've shown they don't want to read about black characters, except in supporting roles. Since the readers don't support books with black main characters (see Black Panther, an exceptionally well written comic about a great black character) there's no incentive for writers to write black characters.

If you're thinking that publishers should push books starring black characters at the black members of the superhero reading public, look at the math. Black people make up about 12% of the population of the US. Even assuming that the superhero reading audience contains the same percentages (a very weak assumption) you're looking at sales of maybe 10,000 copies, based on the usual 100,000+ copies of the top-selling superhero book. Unless there are other factors at work, that book wouldn't last long.

Really the only way there are going to be more black main characters in comics is by pulling in more black readers and superhero books have never shown any ability to bring in new readers in large numbers. If books like Grrrl Scouts could get out into the mainstream and into hip-hop magazines and the like, that would bring in new readers which would give publishers and writers more incentinve to write black characters. If you want to see more non-white faces in comics, supporting non-superhero books is the way to go.

Thanks to Journalista for the link.
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
 
BOOKS: Publishers Weekly has a list of the Best of 2003 out and checking out the 'SF/Fantasy/Horror' list (I always love how these 3 genres are grouped together in their own special ghetto whenever a list is made so right-thinking readers of Serious Literature don't accidently read something from one of them) I see not one, not two, but five examples of what I call Embarrasing Fantasy Title Syndrome. Now, I have no idea if these books are any good or not, given that they are the 'Best of' list of a major magazine I would say they're probably not crap, but the titles! Oh the titles!

Jarka Ruus: High Druid of Shannara
Talon of the Silver Hawk: Conclave of Shadows Book One
The Lone Drow: The Hunter's Blades Trilogy, Book II
The White Dragon: In Fire Forged, Part One
Journey into the Void: Volume Three of the Sovereign Stone Trilogy

There's not much to say really. These titles read like the names of Dungeons & Dragons campaigns made up by 15 year old dungeon masters who've only ever read Dungeons & Dragons books. As I said, this is not an indictment of the books themselves, or of the authors. But please, please, for the love of your readers who don't want to feel like they're reading D&D manuals, pick better titles!
 
WRITING: It's articles like this that scare the bejezzus out of me. It's a piece by David Sexton, the Literary Editor for the UK newspaper The Evening Standard about how most people who write novels shouldn't do it. It's completely true, especially this part:

In fact, almost everybody believes he or she might just be a good novelist, even if he or she hasn't got round to trying it yet. <snip> It is very strange. Nobody would attempt to give a piano recital without having first learned to play the piano. People realise they cannot make a satisfactory chest of drawers, or even a serviceable cheeseboard, without having acquired some skill in carpentry. They know they are not competent as dentists or plumbers, if they have not had any experience or training. Yet they think that they can write a novel by some natural gift.

The problem as I see it is that there's no way to know if you're going to be a good novelist unless you do it. Then, after you've spent some good amount of time on writing your novel and you figure out it's lame, you've just wasted a lot of precious time. I'm a believer in the idea that people who want to create art will create it no matter what but I also have bills to pay and want to pay them by writing. I'm not that weak-willed that a bad review or article like this will scare me away from writing but I can't help but have at least a nugget of fear about my skills until I start selling my work and stuff like this doesn't help. I can appreciate it as a reader (and a science-fiction reader especially), having read more than my fair share of horribly bad books by people who should be ordered by the law to never touch a keyboard again.
 
COMICS: Sean Collins recently posted a message to the Comics Journal message board and to his weblog that apparently stirred up some, um, feelings, in some people. I thought his request, to help him find out why he wasn't enjoying the comic Love & Rockets as much as his friends did, was pretty easy to understand and somewhat brave, especially since he posted in on the CJ message board, not exactly a bastion of politeness a lot of the time. People began responding with the usual hostility exhbited toward someone who is trying to get into something that others "discovered" a long time ago, as well as mocking him to asking people to help him like something. This is crap. I have read a lot of things in comics and elsewhere that other people seemed to love and that I didn't. Sometimes, I understand the work and understand why I don't like it and I move on. Sometimes though, I feel like I might be missing something and would like people to help point out why they like it and I didn't. Trying to understand a piece of art, whether it's a painting by Jackson Pollack that is hard to "get" right off the bat or a long-running comic book series like Love & Rockets, is a worthy endevour and should never, ever be greeted with anything less than enthusiasm by people who already love that artist/writer/etc. If someone asks that kind of question and you don't have anything constructive to say about it, hit the back button, shut up, whatever it takes to get you away from that conversation. Message boards seem to foster the idea that you must respond to everything, even if you have nothing to say. I don't know why that is, besides the usual reason for the crapiness of message boards, anonymity, but it's not a good habit to get into. Most rational people don't feel the need to call up Britney Spears and tell her they hate her music but they feel they have some duty to respond to message board threads even if it's just to say something sucks. It's too bad it really kills the signal-to-noise ratio of a board that could be very useful like TCJ's.

On the subject of Love & Rockets, the new collection Palomar: The Heartbreak Soup Stories is getting insanely great reviews from everywhere I look so I have a strong feeling it will end up on my To Be Read shelf before too long. Palomar will be my first exposure to L&R (I know, for shame) so if you've read it and it's your first as well, let me know what you thought.
Monday, November 17, 2003
 
COMICS: This week marks the 50th birthday of the absolute genius of comics, Alan Moore. If you only know Mr. Moore's work through the movies made from it, that's like saying you know Shakespeare because you've seen the movies made of his work. A lot of people gush over Moore because they love his work and a lot more people gush because they think they're supposed to. I'm one of the ones who gush because I honestly love his work and he continually blows me away with his talent. He is one of the most original minds in comics and now that he's said he's retiring from comics I look forward to where he goes from here.

He's also one of the few comics writers to get love for both superhero (Tom Strong, Supreme, Top Ten) and non-superhero (Watchmen, From Hell, V For Vendetta) work. It says a lot about the man when he's written 2 of the 3 comics people use as Proof That Comics Can Be Good (the other being The Dark Knight Returns by Frank Miller, although obviously the list is much, much, longer). It also says a lot about comics, albeit negatively, that one man has put out most of the serious, and seriously good, works the medium has to offer. The fact that From Hell, Watchmen, and V For Vendetta were all written more than 10 years ago and still dwarf most everything that has come after them is a little disheartening. But that's a whole other discussion.

Even though it's a lot less well-known than From Hell and Watchmen, I think V for Vendetta is right up there with them. That book blows me away. Even with those 3 works under his belt, I have to say that one of my favorite Alan Moore works is his initial revamp of Swamp Thing. The first book of Swamp Thing (Saga of the Swamp Thing) should be the bar any writer wishing to revamp an old character has to jump over. The genius of the revamp is that he acknowledges everything that came before in the previous issues but then proceeds to tell us that the entire character has been a lie and he is really something much greater. The acknowledgement of the superhero book without dismissing it or laughing at it is something a lot of writers could do well to learn from. This, and the effectiveness of the creeping horror in the stories, makes Alan Moore's Swamp Thing a must-read for any aspiring writer. There are very comics writers worth studying and Alan Moore is certainly the first on the list.

Happy Birthday Mr. Moore. Thanks for the great reading and I look forward to your upcoming work.
 
COOL: The Dr. Seuss stamp has been unveiled by the USPS and I like it. I'm glad they went with an image that shows him and his creations.

While I'm on the subject of Seuss, we're on the Dr. Seuss book club through Scholastic and there are basically 3 types of books we get.

  • Type 1 are the actual Seuss books, and they are awesome of course. I love that Allison will have these to read when she grows up.
  • Type 2 are the nothing-to-do-with-Suess books such as the The Giant Ball of String (or something like that) that I was reading this morning. These are inoffensive, standard children's books, nothing great but not bad either.
  • Type 3 are the worst, the I-wish-I-was-Suess books. These are the ones written by people who would really love to have the language skills and playfulness of Dr. Seuss but never will, ever. I would just as soon throw these away but I have an inherent block in my programming that doesn't allow me to throw away books.

Thanks to Journalista for the stamp story.
Sunday, November 16, 2003
 
DIET: So far I've been doing a sort-of undisciplined Atkins diet for about 2 weeks. I say undisciplined because I'm not counting the exact numbers of carbs I've been eating, just trying to estimate and keep it around 20 for the Induction phase. So far it seems like it's really working. I've lost about 8 pounds, more than I've lost "eating right" for the past few months. I'm a member of the great website eDiets.com which makes finding proper meals (by far the hardest part of Atkins) very easy since they do it all for you. I see Atkins as a great diet for geeks and lazy people since the science seems to work out (at least to the extent that we understand the human body, which isn't a whole lot based on the reems of paper dedicated to contridictory eating advice) and for lazy people it's much easier to say 'Eat less of X' than it is to say 'Eat better'. Eating better is hard, especially if you're like me and don't care for most vegetables. Eating less carbs is easy, just look at the label. The popularity of Atkins and other low-carb diets is making it profitable for companies to make low and lower carb versions of foods so there's more stuff out there than you might think if you've never looked. Our local Albertsons has a whole section devoted to Atkins and low carb stuff, there's a shop in town that sells nothing but low-carb stuff, I even found low-carb ice cream and frozen deserts at Raley's the other day. It's easy, I can easily make a scientific/evolutionary case for it, and it seems to work. That's about all I ask for.
Saturday, November 15, 2003
 
ART: ThinkGeek :: Moving Gear Clock:
I want this. I love industrial/mechanical art and this must be mine.
Friday, November 14, 2003
 
BOOKS: The great About Last Night weblog has a discussion going about books v. ebooks that I'm sure will become more and more important in the years to come. I'm in an odd place in this discussion. On the one hand; I'm a voracious reader, I read everything and when I have nothing to read I read anything handy. My house has stacks of books everywhere, much to the chagrin of Kim. On the other hand; I'm a geek and a futurist. I love technology, I love advancments of all kinds. I love books but I can see a day when they're niche collectible items like tin toys. I think within my lifetime most people will buy books online and download them into a reader of some kind (which will make today's ebook readers look like horse-drawn carriages no doubt). But I will no doubt be the crazy old man with a robot body and artificial brain holed up in his orbiting helium filled library leafing through my copy of Don Quixote.
 
LIFE: Much to the surprise of, well, me, I'm getting married. I say to my surprise for various reasons. First, I have almost no view of the future. I pretty much live by the 'take things as they come' model so I never once considered being married just as I never consider what would happen if I become President, or a famous writer. If it happens, it happens. Even when I was a kid and I'd imagine being a corporate dictator CEO with a globe spanning empire (I was young and since I never had money, I wanted a lot of it when I grew up) I only ever imagined having kids, not a wife. The second reason is that I never thought any girl would have me. I grew up overweight in San Diego (which will kill your self-esteem quick unless you're unthinkingly oblivious to peer pressure, as I have always been for some reason), I'm very private and very introverted, I like being alone, and as I've been told numerous times I "look mean". So I guess that means Kim is a bit crazy for wanting to be stuck with me for however many years. In any case, we're shooting for around the second week of August, 2004. I'm hoping I can start selling some writing between now and then so I can save some money for a honeymoon. As it is, I'm not sure how we'll even pay for the wedding. It'll be an adventure, that's for sure. I think we'll make a good partnership though, we already created the best, smartest little girl in the world. Not that I'm biased.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
 
Saw Matrix: Revolutions over the weekend. It didn't live up to its potential but I thought if you combine Reloaded and Revolutions, it was one good 3 hour movie. Not great, but good. The Matrix will certainly go down in history as one of the greatest science-fiction movies but the other two will probably just be thought of as not-as-great, which is how sequels used to be thought of anyway. Here's my take on it, put here really for no reason other than to help make my thoughts on it more cohesive. I should say that I have no special knowledge so all of this could be totally wrong. I don't think so though, I didn't think it was too hard to piece a lot of this stuff together. A lot of people seem to be going out of their way to misunderstand things though so that's a problem with a lot of the reviews I've seen.

Smith/Bane - When the humans go into the Matrix, they're basically uploading their brains into code in the system. Smith had the ability not just to copy his code over other program's code, but to merge with it. Smith copied/merged with Bane and when Bane's code was downloaded back into his brain, Smith's code was with it and rewired Bane's physical brain, hence the scarring and weird neural patterns the doctor saw.

Neo outside the Matrix - Neo had power over the machines in the Real World because part of him was still in the Matrix. They said as much when the doctor said Neo's brain waves looked like he was jacked in but his body was obviously on the table. Why he could communicate with his Matrix-self is just one of those All Powerful Hero things that doesn't really need to be explained more than 'he has a connection to the Source'.

The Choice/The End - When Neo met the Architect, he was told to make a choice between A) Destroying Zion, choosing new people to make a new Zion and restarting the Matrix to get rid of the anomaly B) Going back into the Matrix, letting the anomaly run its course and destroy the Matrix, its inhabitants and most of the machines (The Architect: "There are levels of survival we are prepared to accept"). Because he had love for Trinity, the first One to do so, he chose B to save her rather than saving the human race. The anomaly was Smith, the Oracle said he was Neo's opposite, the balance of the equation. Since Neo saved Trinity, she was able to pilot the ship and go with him to the Machine City and meet 1A (the machine leader). 1A knew Neo was the only way to defeat Smith without restarting the Matrix and having the same anomaly pop up again so it jacked Neo into the Matrix and in exchange, stopped the machines from killing Zion. Of course if Neo had failed, the machines probably would have killed everyone. The Oracle set it up so Smith would find her and absorb her, just as Smith said. When Neo was defeated, Smith thought that was the end because he couldn't see past Neo's next choice, to give up. Neo realized, with the help of the bit of the Oracle that came though and told him it was the end, that he had to sacrifice himself to save the Matrix. He let Smith merge with him, which gave 1A a conduit into Smith and all the other Smiths (they all knew everything the Oracle/Smith knew so they had to be connected). 1A destroyed the Smiths and in the process killed Neo. The machines fixed the destruction Smith had caused (the 'deja vu' with the cat on the sidewalk) and with the Smith code removed from the system, everyone woke up as themselves. The Oracle said they would probably see Neo again, continuing with the Messiah references throughout the movie. Presumably the rest of the story is that the humans in the Matrix are told of the true reality and those that want to leave, do. The continuation of the peace and the rebuilding of the world are for the next movies/games/whatever.

There are a lot of unanswered questions:
Was the Merovingian something special or just an old, powerful program? Some think he was a previous One but I wouldn't think so. Why would the Architect let an old anomaly live into a new version of the Matrix when the old one was restarted specifically to try and fix the anomaly? I would guess he's just an old, powerful machine program.

What was Seraph and why did the Merovingian call him 'the prodigal son'? It seems that he was an old machine program, which is why he had gold code when Neo looked at him. I would imagine the Oracle and the Merovingian would have had gold code too if we had seen Neo's POV. His relationship with the Merovingian is probably just one of those things thrown in to make the world more real to the audience. It might be explained in a later game/movie.

Why could Neo "see" Smith inside Bane in Flame Vision? No explination. Just one of those 'connection to the Source' things, even though Smith's code wouldn't have been connected to the Matrix inside of Bane unless he had Neo's same power to be in both places at once.

I can't help but think that a talented co-writer or editor couldn't have tightened up the scripts for both movies and cleared a lot of things up. Pages like this shouldn't really be needed but at the same time I don't think it's bad to leave some thing unexplained. They just left too much unclear here, it makes it harder for a lot of people to enjoy.
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
 
Haven't added anything to this site in awhile. Very busy with Allison, Kim, work, and writing. I was awarded an Honorable Mention for my short story "Finding Girls in the 22nd Century Isn't Any Easier" in the 72nd Writer's Digest writing competition. Whoohoo for me! Now I just need to start selling stories and I'll be on my way.

I'm also starting a new weight loss regimen. I lost about 45 pounds a couple of years ago doing The Hacker's Diet but gained it all back. It's basically a 'Eat less (a lot less), excersize more' diet which works if you have the time and willpower to make it work. I don't and I find it hard to eat what I was eating on that diet when I'm making dinner for a girlfriend and daughter in any case. The nice thing for me about THD is that it's written by a geek for geeks and as such focuses on the science behind the diet. That's one of the things I like about the Atkins diet lifestyle as well, it's very science based. When I first heard about Atkins I thought it was gibberish but after reading more about it and seeing some other folks get good results on it, I'm going to try it out. I'm not sure if it's an inaccurate scale or real weight loss but the first day of super-low carbs the scale said I lost 2 pounds. I'll have to see if that's accurate over the next couple of days. I'm going to use the EatWatch tool from The Hacker's Diet to log my weight loss progress on my Visor and also on this page. Good luck to me.